SPAGHETTI

08.03.08

The hard downpour of the rain fell like it’s gonna rain forever. I preoccupied myself with a lot of things. You know I wanna kill the time coz it seems longer than the normal. It had been this way since you were out of reach. It’s so terrible. Uuurrgggghhhhh!!!! I hate this, and I am certain that you loathe it more.

I was so bored that my eyes wandered aimlessly. All of the sudden I decided to cook spaghetti. I was smiling while doing it coz I remembered that we both loved this pasta. Mmm-hmmm… Too bad you’re not here, you cannot taste this.

However, don’t fret. Believe it or not, I thought about you while I ate our favorite spaghetti. I even uttered your name while I started eating it. How I wished we were savoring this together. I could imagine the smile on your face. I could see how you soulfully gaze at me. I could see how that moment mattered.

You always remind me not to be sad. But I’m so sorry, sometimes I cannot help it. I miss you so bad…

For now we can’t do anything yet but I just hope that someday, somewhere we can share the sweet spaghetti that we always dreamed of. Ever imagined the lady and the tramp? Hmmmm….